Well I feel like a fucking idiot (pardon my french). You know that guy who I said I was over and didn’t care about anymore and was totally out of my thought process completely well out of the blue he decides to switch into one of my classes. Whoopdie fucking doo right, and guess where he fucking sits? Right fucking next to me…again. And guess who had butterflies flying all around her fucking stomach and has relapsed into a fucking school girl…me. Damn I wish that I could just get over him and move on but seeing him there right next to me I just couldn’t help but relapse into my crazy crush. If only he were a jackass life would be so much easier that way.
Giving blood soon and I’m freaking out. I was supposed to go with a friend but she bailed to go with her boyfriend. Guess that’s the downside of being friends with a love struck teenager.
God I feel like I haven’t been on in forever and I miss you guys terribly. It just seems that lately I haven’t been in the greatest of moods. I don’t know what it is I just have been feeling down lately. Maybe I’m just jealous of the girl who chopped her hair off in my stats class :)
Anyway I just thought I’d update you since I’m lying in my bed watching tennis and using my sisters iPod touch.
Ohi also have develoed the habit of going to school wearing nothing under my pullover sweater but a bra. :)