Who Defines Beauty

Well schools started and what came with it some crazy ass dreams so here was my one from last night alright…

So I’m at my house and while its still on my street the backyard has doubled in size and I’m skipping rocks in a pond. Okay so this totally gorgeous blonde hair blue eyed boy comes up to me and we start talking and he keeps telling me how much he loves me and for whatever reason this totally freaks me the fuck out. So I decide to take a walk around my neighborhood a few times…(and this is when shit gets trippy)…so I’m walking around my neighborhood and this woman (who is definitely someone I have seen before in real life, someone who is very close to me but for the life of me I can’t remember who) says that something must be on my mind since I’ve been walking around my neighborhood in circles for a while now. Next thing I know I’m in a large van and the lady who was asking if something was on my mind was holding a gun up to my face trying to get me to say something that I, for whatever reason, refused to say. So she’s waving the gun in my face for a while and then she just starts busting caps in me, first she shoots me in both of my thighs, then my arms, then shoots me in both cheeks. When the bullets hit me however, they hurt but the pain isn’t excruciating and I’m able to spit in her face and resist her. Then she throws me out of the car and the bullets like sink into my skin, where you can still see that they are there but the holes where they struck me are gone, then I see the kid who kept telling me that he loves me and then I woke up.

Weird huh? In the dream I kept thinking that it was a dream but wishing that it was real, and thats what scared me the most, it was like I wanted to be shot you know. Anyways that was my dream hope you enjoyed it… :)