Sorry for the time gap followers I’ve been glued to The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo ever since I finished school and because of that Tumblr took the back burner (so sorry). Well I really haven’t done much since I was last on just finished school and preparing for my SAT’s (killer I know). I did go to one of my really good friends graduation party and hung out for a while, we really haven’t talked that much since he asked me to prom. I thought that we were strictly friends but he said he wanted more and I had to tell him that anything more than friends would be incest I mean I refer to him as my brother. I guess I should have saw this coming when he proposed to me when we were growing up (my response to his proposal was definitly runaway bride worthy, I flew out the door and booked it all the way down to the end of the street where I stayed until I saw him go back to his house.)
Other than that I’ve just been thinking about Cole again, I swear its like an instinct. Wake up, brush your teeth, get dressed, think of cole, eat breakfast….I can’t help it. I wonder if he does the same thing about my friend, who he is completely infatuated with? How do I know he likes her? He’s asked me on several occasions if she’s single along with other questions like whats her favorite color, animal, yadda yadda yadda. God I hate seeing them together but they looks so happy together and I dont want either to be hurt so I grin and bear it.
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I can’t stop thinking about you. I see you everyday, in class, at school walking through the hallways and I can’t help but stare. I think you’re amazing, one of the most caring and intelligent people I have ever met. You hold doors open, pull chairs out, and legitimately seem to care about others. I can definitely tell you that I’ve never felt this way about anyone else. It just sucks that you’re in love with my friend. I hope that everything works out.
The girl who can’t stop thinking about you but desperately tries to forget you.
Good God you’re going to get pissed because I called you annoying? Wow real mature especially since I recall you making fun of my dyslexia minuets before and did I flip a bitch on you? No, I took it just like I don’t flip a bitch when you usually make fun of me. So all I have to say to you is you’re the biggest fucking hypocrite alive.
I had the best dream ever and I just had to tell you guys before I go to school:
Okay so I’m at a community pool (it doesn’t start off that great) and I’m swimming underwater through all the people who are in the pool. I finally come up for air after swimming around for a bit and this amazingly hot guy comes over to me and he looks angry. He walks up to me and asks “Why didn’t you catch that I threw it right to you?” I of course have no clue what he’s talking about so I just look back at him with a confused look then he just turns and swims away, so I continue swimming until he comes up to again “Do you hate me?” he asks. I reply “no.” “Okay then, why wont you catch the Frisbee when I throw it to you?” He complained, then I just snapped “Look asshole” I said “I don’t know about the Frisbee” and I swam away. I continued to swim underwater through the people and then I looked up to the surface and saw a bright red Frisbee. I reached the surface and grabbed it from the top of the water then looked around the pool for him.
I found him in the corner near the deep end “Here you go, I didn’t actually think you had a Frisbee, sorry” I said. He just smiled and offered me to throw it while he was swimming underwater. We continued doing this back and forth for what felt like hours. Then we noticed that the drain in the pool was broken so we swam side by side to go fix it and while I was underwater he came towards me and held my hand. I was startled so I came to the surface and once he broke the surface as well he enveloped me and brought his lips to mine.
Thank the lord I only have 3 more days of school until summer. Ok this summer I really have to work on my weight because I did it in the beginning of this year and I just never continued to work on it. I’m talking going back to exercising everyday, and dumping the junk food, getting rid of soda the whole nine yard. Honestly it wasnt that hard to do I just got sick and never wanted to restart it after that. I’d say thats the hardest part of the whole process telling yourself that your going to start the process of losing weight.
Truthfully I’m not looking for anything drastic I just want to be happy with where I’m at and be healthy you know. Also I want my arms to not look so flabby for my homecoming next year. I’m going to be a senior, so exciting so I want to look good for homecoming pics and such. Well thanks for listening, hope y’all have a wonderful evening.