Okay so I like this kid who sits next to me in my AP US History class, he’s really smart and clever and just really cool, you know how it is. My friend is really tigh with him too and he just moved to my town this year so he’s new to the area. Anyway my friend found ot that he likes someone but he won’t say who (surprise, surprise) and I literally can’t stop thinking about it. I mean my mind is basically a teenage girl’s romance novel “does he like me or is it someone else, should I change my clothes I think his favorite color is green. I have green should I wea green cause I could totally wear green.” I’m driving myself mad! I would think about something else but no matter what I’m doing I find some way to think about him. Is there any tips you guy can give me to keep me sane?
Sorry About the Ranting I Just Need To Get This Off My Chest
Here I am again ranting I know I havent been on forever and now all I’m doing is ranting, but this week has been really weird.
So this story is with the same two friends as the last one, and it involves an AP (Advanced Placement) US History test, an AP English Essay. So we took another APUSH test this week and I thought that it was kind of hard I mean I didnt really study the hardest but I thought I was prepared. So we get out of the class once the test is finished and I say:
Me “The beginning was really easy but the end of that test was killer”
Sam “Yeah I thought so too”
Kelsey “I thought it was really easy”’
So we continued through the day and today I go on facebook and find out that Sam and Kelsey didnt do so good on the test they both got C’s. So I go and check to see what I got on the test and come to find out I got a B+ and now I can;t even tell them about it because they’ll get pissed at me. That sucks really bad, even though I should give them a piece of their own medicine.
The same thing happened with my English essay. They both found out that they failed the essay in the less than 50% category and they were shocked, as was I since I had previously read their papers and though that they were really good. So now I’m freaking out because everyones failing and my grade hasnt been given to me yet. So both of my friends keep asking me what I got on my test but by the way they ask I can tell they think that I scored worse than them. For example Sam asked me:
Sam: “I got a F on my paper, and F I never get F’s.”
Me: “It’s really not that big of a deal it’s our first paper”
Sam: “So I mean I got an F, I mean if I got an F what did you get”
At this point the thought going through my head is “OH HELL NO!!! She did not just say that” So with all my might I have to tell myself she didnt mean it shes just mad over her F. So today I go and check my grade and guess who got a B-? Yeah thats right a B-, which granted isnt the best grade in the world but its better than an F. And now I have to keep my achievements to myself, I just wish my friends would respect the fact that I’m a smart individual and I’m dont just walk around with my head up my ass.
Evangeline Lockson :)
PS The next entry wont be a rant I promise,m and thanks for listening I feel so much better now.
Yes I’m still alive and breathing, which is amazing due to my lack of sleep and total loss of brain function. Just wanted to say something that has been on my mind for a while.
I started thinking about it when I failed my first Advanced Placement (AP) US History test. Both my friends passed one with a C and one with a B, the one who passed with a B starts complaining about how bad she did and how she should have done so much better, angering my other friend who got a C. So once my friends who got a B left (we’ll call her Sam) my friend who got a C (we’ll call her Kelsey) starts complaining to me about Sam telling me that she’s inconsiderate seeing as she only got a C and Sam got a B and is complaining.
Now I know that you may be thinking, wait Evangeline didn’t you fail the test why aren’t they considering your feelings. Honestly I thought the same thing, why do they think its okay to complain to me about the other person when I’m the one who completely failed the test with an F, no C’s or B’s over here guys I got and F. They don’t even consider me as part of the equation because I’m not as smart as them in places such as science and math and it pisses me off. Honestly I dont care if they are going to complain about eachother and I didn;t care that I didnt pass the test what I care about is the fact that they automatically discredit me and dont even think for one second that I could have passed the test. When people think I’m stupid thats what pisses me off.